And than you..

uddenly your lovely fingers got in touch with mine and all atmosphere got an new and faster slide for others, whereas for us time become slightly slower.. I became more aware of texture and smell of your skin.. you glanced in my eyes like you never had before.. we were breathing the same, moving in rhythm directed by our words that we have written together on screens of our bodies..

Haven't you loved so passionately before? Do you feel the river of obsession with tasting more of my brains, ideas, memories? Do you still thrive to find me and absorb me again?

I do know, that I do!

I haven't forgot the fragrance of your dreaming skin.. when first sun rays shade your lips.. you feel the desire to grasp me and put warm rays of sun onto my cheeks, my neck and lower.. oh, you little wild boy, why don't you leave your passionated bite right there on my lap, right there by my birth mark..? 

I am addicted to your desiring dreams of having my naked body kissed and taken by thrilling fingers of yours.. while you paste your essential juices all over me.. the morning smells more vividly and it brings out the real joy of living.. having you there hidden of your spouse's eyes.. giving into this stolen moments in which you could sway your wings just like you used to do..

It isn't crime, you will be back soon to her.. she won't notice the absence of your stolen moments.. but I know that you will bring your smile to her.. your self-confidence will rise up and positive energy will trigger her smile too.. there is nothing wrong in being yourself once on a while if you have decided not to leave her..

I understand it..been there, done that..

Do not forget - you are never alone and that smile that you are bringing home is supported by mine.. right there as you enter, your glance upon me, in your memory, will come on approval by my smile too..

I want you to be happy, nothing more and nothing less.. happiness is built on being good friend, human non hurting being and by being tolerant and smart in your acts.

I believe in you and know that you'll stay good man, don't let her catch you in your little moments.. but don't refuse her neither.. a woman is thirsting on two sources.. deep in her heart and deep under skin too.

The difference of every woman is just in strategy of conquering her desires under skin.. in heart matter every woman lasts for similar things.. it is up to you - to 'crack her code' :)

Until than I could always advice you.. two heads make brainstorming better.. 

With love,

your mistress..

A cloudless thought

nd than you saw me, in the alley of nearest park.. 

I was looking on swans in that marvelous lake in front of you.. Gentle breeze have brought to you the smell of my scarf. My pale skin have got a veil of mid-blue tones, of that chill and cold winter morning. You've been asking yourself weather you are acting in some of dramatic movies in that very moment, as the wind have whispered to your ear that you shouldn't pass without interfering my silence.. And all of a sudden, I've glanced at you, gave you a smile, with my big familiar eyes, 

turned over and have gone away.. 

Tomorrow will be another day..you could look forward to find me putting a mail in you mailbox, or talking to you as a secretary in some office.. I have no face, neither color of eyes.. It doesn't matter, there is no roll-model for your heart.. if there is, it could be not described by plain words.. 

he passes over your neck with single look like angel of light, so that no one could feel it (except hyper-sensitive eye of beholder), gently warming up the skin that glances below clothes.. oh, you fragileness of a guy.. She could disarm you with a noughty kiss in room.. or with a touch preceding your asexual thoughts while you are reading newspapers in a hallway..

But her absence of attention is poetry.. you could be drowned in her look, and still feel safe.. there somewhere in her thoughts, between pale skin and smells of apple pie and cinnamon, you could still feel the cashmere touch of her breath and apricotly touch of her lashes..

Finally here have come..

ew year 2011. and you are wondering my dear reader, who am I? :) I can assure you that you have noticed me between donuts and coffee in the morning.. I am the lady that no matter what wears, makes you feel like it is another warm and safe morning.. you could sense the fulfillment of cinnamon's flavour when my parfum grasps your nose, so gentle and on edge with sedduction..

I am approaching to you with a smile and than.. catch your breath with passing by as a gentle breeze.. don't catch me.. but also, do not forget to look up for me in your incoming days..